I totally just hate myself,I cant even get top 50 for the fun run.I hate the fact that I have basically no stamina and no speed. Compared to the others, i'm equilavent to nothing,i hate my life,hate it. This kinda reminds me of the time when i was in primary school, when i wish that i was back in nursery.Now i only wish that i was back in primary school.I'm sry keller house, the lord and all, i jus didnt win, i dont wanna be a loser,but that has become a fact which i cannot change,sorry. =(