LOL, seems it had been an uber long period since I last posted,sry. Somehow, I feel like the dumb yellow guy in pacman.
Deprived of the final pellets that enable pacman to turn into its "super" form that allows it to eat the pudding-like guys for a short amount of time, the yellow guy starts panicking but then again it can't. "5...4...3...". *poof*, the harmless looking puddings turned back into their menacing cucumber-form. What seem to be a paradise was nothing but a plain illusion now. No tears or sweat were shed, it's a game of life and death: either you lose or win. The yellow guy could not think, all it sees is juicy yellow pellets that appeals to it greatly. It must eat, stuff itself with yellow crap, nothing but crap, pure crap. Not aware that he himself is nothing but yet another illusion that is otherwise crap.
Sorry if the word "crap" is highlighted from time to time in the paragraph, just feeling very crappy right now. I want to cry, but crying dose not solve anything except help with the breeding of Aedes mosquito. I'll stop writing here, sry if my bad mood is affecting you, I guess I'm nothing but a dumb, retarded kid.
Encased in a cage created by bars of crap is none other than a creature that is very much equal to what's surrounding it... me