Argh... I wanna sleep. I'm feeling damn tired as I stayed up till around 2 a.m to do the banner proposal thingo that wasn't accepted in the end anyway. As I don't have a scanner, I will try describing it as best as I could. It's drawn based on reference from Eyeshield 21 and some ancient armor and there were spaceship loads of small details thus it took me 3hrs before I could start coloring, not that all this crap I'm saying is important anyway.
Today was almost spent entirely on playing card games. Seriously, I'm sick and tired of playing anymore card games. The sight of poker cards really freak me out now D: . Poker cards are scary.... We also received more of our FYE results. Since seaweed don't really wanna be reminded of its vegetable results, seaweed shall not talk about it, muahahahaha =.=lll .
By the way, I finished reading some book called "The Chaos Code" that really enlightened me. The paragraph below that is a quote from the book is one reason.
"To be someone who changed how the human race sees itself in the light of history.Someone who changed the world... If you can't control the world, surely changing it would be the next best thing."
My dream is to make a significance in the human- history so that my existence shall never perish. This dream had served me well as an ideal but as I age and become the teenager that I am now, I'm slowly exposed to the reality that comes in the shape of a huge claw that I know shall kill me ought I do not face it. I hate how I'm confusing my ideals with the reality, despise the crap. I want to posses the both of them though I know that one day I shall drop my ideals to face the truth and enter adulthood. Then, my dreams shall never come true. There were truly flaws in every corner of it, and it was just pure selfishness and naivety that made me create this dream. To have a dream like this is simply foolish and it's identical to attempting to rule the world like those villans in those lame superhero shows. But I don't want to let go, if becoming a adult means that I have to give up on my ideals, I much rather remain as a kid forever and ever. One day, I would understand how these but anyhow, it's not today.
Later, I set out to finish my poster but halfway through, I was so tired that I sprawled on the table and slept. I only realised I was sleeping one hour later when I woke up, LOL. Shortly after, the dismissal bell rang and obviously evryone left the classroom. The part assembled at the study pavillion to work on the banner but only 3 letters came out from it in the end though it looks rather cool. As there was a shortage in A3 size paper, a last paper in my drawing block was used. I finally found it after losing it in term 1, though it contained alot of paper then and it currently contains none for some reason. The last paper was basically used by me to doddle on and apparently the part forgot to erase the contents off before handing it up causing "strange" phenomenons. The paper contains a rubber ducky, pencil marks, and 3 hands joined together that I used as a draft during the first session of art. Today's NCC session was rather meaningful as we learnt that both happy and sad people have 2 wrinkles, a very small toilet is essential if you ever want to read your newspaper upside down and markers are needed if you want to draw a picture on the newspaper clipping on an egg or somebody's head. Okay, okay.... no offence meant and I understand that my point of view is different from others so I'm sorry if you feel angry.
After that, part of us went to Cheers' for a while before heading home. Thank yous to everyone who kept me company by the way... As I really can't tolerate my fatigue any longer, I shall go and sleep now, bb :D