Feeling downright emo right now. I'm so sorry, so darn sorry. As I am a naive and stupid retard, I just left something so important in an open area. As if a ‘do not touch’ sign would make a difference, everyone worked so hard. Darn thief who stole our stuff, are you blind, you even threw away the sign. I hate you even if it's wrong to hate. I hate it; hate myself for being so pathetic, the stuff you took is probably burning away in some dump right now. Darn you, I'm not even allowed to say 'damn'. I should have left it in the security. I can't do anything. I didn't do anything. Everyone worked so hard to make another one and I still accidentally smudged it, how could I have done that, screw me. I was tired, I was hungry. There were paint all over my hands, legs and clothes. There was nobody left, all I could do was blast “Hit the Ground” over and over again at the bus stop and just cry every single time it comes to the chorus. I don’t want to cry anymore, it’s really girly and I hate it as well. It doesn’t make a difference to anything in the first place. I’m not that naive. Miracles don’t happen; People can’t just fly to mars. If something is gone, it won’t drop down from mars either. There’s nobody living on mars in the first place. Darn, darn, darn. I’m sorry for being such an idiot, sorry for existing, sorry for being a burden, sorry. On my way home, all my parents did was scold and comment on how irresponsible I was and saying stuff like you deserve it and crap like that. I thought that parents were supposed to comfort their children when they are feeling down. I couldn’t care less anyway, I’m long sick of arguing with them and getting nagged at anymore. I would do my best on Friday; try really hard even if I’m only staying for a while so please forgive me. I’m sorry for ranting on and on about how I feel. Everyone is probably feeling the same way as well yet all I ever cared about is myself. I’m so selfish, the worst human ever.

Thank you all for who was there for me and we had a great bonding time so yeah :D Let’s try our best on Friday; it’s our last day before deadline anyway so go people! Add Oil. Destined to Lead. Alpha.