If you don't want to see an emo post. Please don't look at this. It's a crappy post that you should never ever read. But before that, good job with trainfire today, Bravo. You guys are da best :D Okay, now it's crapping- time. To avoid smelly fumes to emerge from the device you are using to read this, you are strongly advised to either close this window or wrap your face up with toilet papers though I'm not that keen on mummies reading this but whatever.
Aww man, you are not even suppose to be see this sentence. Whatever happened to those warnings up there. Sheesh. Go away NOW. yeah, i'm talking t you. SCRAMbled eggs. Emphasis is on the capitalised word. Shoo. I'm a scary scarecrow. Grrrrahhhh <.< Uh huh.
Okay okay, I give up already. Look at the risk of your own well- being.
The class got back their chinese results today, more than half the class got As and super good results while I got one of the lowest in class. hahahahahahahahahaha. So much for spending so much efforts learning those useless phrases. So much for bothering to copy out those useless crap and wasting away three precious piece of A4 size paper. You don't get anything from working hard, at least in my case it never ever works. I screw up. All the time. The teacher didn't even bother to tell me to work harder next time anymore. People were comparing their results everywhere while I just stared at the result. Then, I crushed my paper. Yeah, I crushed it and threw it on the ground. Originally, I wanted to tear it up but I didn't have the guts. I wanted to stand up. I wanted to slam the table. I wanted to tell the teacher that that wasn't my real result and she was just joking with me. I wanted to cry and I did. Isn't hard work suppose to give you good results. Lies. Pure lies. I'm so sorry wanyu, I'm a horrible partner. I'm a moron. In the end, I picked up the crushed paper and tried to iron out the creases but they remained there. They can't be erased. Ever.
A lightning just flashed outside, I bet it's aiming at me, hahaha. Another one just flashed. You know how much they hate me now D: I meant when I was 6, i use to wanna go outside while there was a thunderstorm to fight it while the rest of my kindergarden classmates were hiding underneath the table but the teacher didn't allow it obviously. Okay, there goes another one. I am a dangerous factor to them, haha. Err, I just realised this went out of point. Back to the emo story.
Trainfire was cool. Good job Bravo ;D
After that, I went to my grandma's house. You are probably gonna hate me after you read this but I'm still going to continue typing this. I'm not as close to my mother's side of the family as compared to my father's since i spent more time on his side. Anw, i'm at my mother's side of the family then. Only my grandpa and grandma were in the house. I kinda fell asleep on the sofa. When i woke up, there was this phone call from my father asking me to leave the house and meet him at the bus- stop wrongly. I just woke up so i got the locations mixed up. Later when i finally reached the bus- stop, my father's car was nowhere in sight. My grandma who accompanied me down keep on saying in dialect: "Where is he? Where did he told you to meet him? You sure you are at the right place?".
I didn't know the exact details myself so I just kept saying i don't know. Finally, there came a point where I just screamed out: "I don't know! I don't know anything". Everybody in the bus- stop stared at me. I felt damn guilty after that. I am such a bastard. As in like, she was really nice to me before asking me whether i was hungry, thirsty and all that and i treated her like that. How could I? dammit. I am such a jerk. Treating kindness from another like this.
After that, my father came. He was scolding me throughout the journey home. I just feel tired right now. I don't feel like reading manga, watching anime or doing anything right now. I just wanna sleep. To run away from fate, escape from reality and be freed from this damn twisted world. Language like this are too profound for me, LOL. I have no interest in knowing anymore of my crappish ct results. Bahhh. I'm the worst person in the whole wide world! End of story, yay.