Nothing.
There is nothing else left for me except for studies anymore, haha, joy -___- All those slaps, beatings and scoldings for the whole of last month all for the sake of nothing. Who seriously cares about academics. For me THAT was my only motivation, the one and only strand of hope left but now it's gone. There's nothing else to work for. Nothing else to care about. Don't bother trying to tell me that there are still other things to work for cause saying it like that makes me feel like some loser and I'm not. I will just happily flunk all my subjects with no regret now.